Sue: Challenges
Don’t often buy the newspaper – maybe once a month or so I will treat myself to a Saturday or Sunday paper. On Saturday this past weekend I needed space, I wanted to just forget about everything, however, something decided I would be reminded of just how many challenges I have tried to deal with in the last 4 weeks – the last 36 hours though, I have come so close to buckling under this and just crying things out until that catharsis that comes after a serious bout of crying happens. What happened to hit me further today? A horoscope … stupid I know as it’s not as if I really believe the words but todays words rather hit home.
Sometimes, before things can improve they have to get worse. Lately, in some respects, that’s precisely what they have been doing. Indeed, each time you contemplate a particular situation, you wonder how it can possibly get any worse. Actually, it can’t. It can only get better and soon, it will. The lessons you have been learning lately have been difficult. You are still reeling from their intensity and their importance. But you have learned most of what it is that you needed to learn and now you are ready to profit from your new-found understanding.
For me, these words really hit home. I truly do not know how much worse things can get. Usually if you are managing one of life’s hiccups its usually one thing at a time. Just at the moment I am trying to manage things on too many fronts. Would love to be able to talk these through to get my head eased just a little, however, lessons learnt in the past have taught me to be wary of what I say about these two specific parts of my life so Susie is just going to have to say to her readers … huge apologies for the quietness, normal service will be resumed as soon as possible!
In the meantime I know that Marie is busy interviewing two new girls for Angels4You and one has just confirmed that she will be joining the team soon so keep your eyes on our Manchester team at Angels4You escorts. I keep wittering on about the new site look and it IS coming – I am working it through with my son as often as my other working life allows however things are slightly more challenging than I would wish them to be just now so as I keep saying to everyone – bear with me – it is happening and believe you and me, it is distinctively different – yeah!
